Hi everyone!
I've been a bit MIA for a while because of some health issues that arose in the last year.
If you read my story before, you might know a bit of my background but just to give you a quick backstory, I had GBS about 20 years ago and yes I've dealt with the consequences as they have been part of my life but never thought I would be here today sharing more experiences.
June 26, 2014 I fell down some stairs and rushed to ER because out of all the falls, this was by far the worst fall of all.
I told my doctors (Neuro and PCP) that my back pain was getting worse. They brushed it off as saying it was part of the whole nervous system "failure" and that I have to keep speaking to my psychologist to understand that it's not a separate issue.
Months go by and had to leave my job because I could no longer put a sentence together as I am a Journalist.
About a month ago (a year after my fall and my health in complete deterioration) she tells me I now have to go to pain management because my health has been declining for a year (ummm yes..I fell a year ago!) At this point, I'm not even worried about the burn as my shoulder is becoming so unbearable.
I head to pain management and said "Please...enough with the pills, I need answers on this shoulder that has prevented me from working because the pain is so bad." The Dr asks why I'm crying and I show him my shoulder that is all taped up with the kinetic tape and even walk around with a tens unit (portable one). He writes on the note pad "treat Guillan Barre and Shoulder"..ok so no treatment yet (think about this for a minute)...another 3 weeks pass and I can barely make it to my appointment. I have ice packs, tape, and tens unit.
The doctor walks in with an anesthesiologist and at this point I have heard of cortisone shots so I’m in complete excitement that I will have some relief. The doctors (3 in room) begin to examine me and they say “Have you ever heard of CRPS?”…No! What is that? They begin to tell me that it happens when some trauma has happened. They will determine what type at my next appointment which is after MRI on August 7th. The anesthesiologist refused to touch me due to my health history so here I am with so much pain. No amount of medicine will take it away.
Mind you, if I mention that this came from a fall, they tell me to call my pain psychologist because I need to “Understand” that this is a whole failure.
Am I wrong for being upset that they waited so long to tell me this or do I have to look at it as a whole?
I think if this shoulder would have been caught on time, I would be ok today and not worry about this CRPS
I know I’m usually more positive but I need a break at this point :(